FET #3 was one week ago today. Beta day will be Tuesday (due to the upcoming holiday weekend). That's 4 more days until we find out. I think I've done a decent job of not obsessing this week, but somehow, with the holiday weekend looming ahead, Tuesday seems incredibly far away.
I'm not sure how I feel about this cycle. I guess right now I don't feel strongly one way or another. As always, it's difficult not to want to interpret every sign or "symptom" as evidence pointing towards one outcome or the other. The nausea I've had a couple of mornings - could that be morning sickness?! The occasional odd cramping sensation - is that implantation... or a sign of a failed cycle? The bloating, hot flashes, and sleeplessness - am I pregnant or are these just side effects of the hormones?
I want to be hopeful, and I think I still am. But at the same time, I'm terrified of feeling too optimistic.
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